Sometimes it blows my mind that there are people that don’t wear glasses/contacts. Like they can literally see with no aid. Like they wake up and just be out here seeing. What a wild concept.
And people say stuff like ‘lol don’t you hate it when you look up in the middle of the night and see a spider on your ceiling’ like bitch (!!) i could have Nicholas II last czar of Russia hangin from my ceiling fan and i would be none the wiser
It’s mind blowing that none of my current friends knew me when I was in shit couple years back. None of them knew me when I didn’t wanna be alive. None of y'all knew me when I cut. Everyone knew me after I got a tattoo over my scars and so no one ever saw them again. This is shit I’ll carry with me for the rest of my life, and no one I’ll meet from here on out will ever second guess who I am inside. That’s fucking mind blowing. Feeling 1-800 extra today because the scene with the gun, I have fucking knelt on a bed debating killing myself, looking exactly like him. Not wanting to be alive, that fucking badly. And it breaks my heart knowing I ever went through that shit, but I’m grateful that I’ve had one person who stuck through every bit of change.
